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hah.
I was bored & I remembered this livejournal.
It's been a while.
<3 I've missed these days.
I just wanted to say hi.
_:if you want you can add my other livejournal.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) neon_hartattack
k thnx.
bye!!
amour;annabell
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fell in love
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| yayayayashdaksjndakjd |
[19 Aug 2003|01:23am] |
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I LOVE ANUJ FO LYFE!!!!
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| fate calls our name |
[15 Aug 2003|01:16pm] |
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s a n . f r a n s i s c o . b o y
y o u . t o o k . m y . b r e a t h . a w a y
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fell in love
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| i finally need to let it out. |
[05 Aug 2003|02:56pm] |
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okay so obviously me and Justin are over. he broke it off with me a few days ago while I was in San Fransisco with some friends.
I don't think he knew how much I liked him and cared for him. He always thought I didn't like him as much as he liked me... but I think it's the other way around. I remember seeing him on livejournal and saying wow this guy is way hot and blah blah. I thought this guy would never go for me if we were the last people on earth. and I finally got to meet him in person and I fell so hard for this boy. and of course in the end my heart got shattered into a million peices. I wish I didn't let him go but I would have felt that he wouldn't be happy with me and that would be selfish of me. I remember when he told me I was perfect for him and those words probably made me the happiest girl alive even if they weren't true. and I won't forget him saying that to me. cause honestly. no one has ever said that to me except him. and i thank him for being the first to say that to me. I don't want to be with anyone except him at this point. I don't want to sound crazy but it's true. I am being straight honest here. but yeah. basically. I miss him a lot. I miss his kisses. I miss his hugs. I miss his eyes looking into mine. I miss his smile. I miss his make fun of hardcore screaming and dancing. I miss his hand in mine. I miss waking up next to him. Me and him are planning on just being friends now. and it's hard not to hear his voice everyday and not being able to call him baby or any of that. </3
I blocked comments cause I didn't do this for your guys pity. I did so I can let my feelings out.
I want to thank my close friends for being there for me. I honestly love you guys to death. <3
sincerly,
annabell.
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[30 Jul 2003|02:00pm] |
ATTENTION EVERYONE
I have a new Livejournal.
if you would like to be added comment on: neon_hartattack
xo <3
amour,
annabell
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8 ♥ fell in love
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[30 Jul 2003|02:49am] |
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:1: thomas is moving away in like 2 days. I am gonna die. I love that kid so much that I would take 2342832 bullets for him. I'm gonna miss you a lot thomas. write me every fucking week and call me everyday. <3
:2: Justin came down tonight =D yay!! and he is sleeping over at Nolan's tonight. my lovely boys. <3
:3: got into a fight with my sister tonight. i hate fighting with her. cause I love her so damn much. she means the world to me. and when we fight it seems as if the love between us fades away. =(
:4: Bryce called me tonight I was so happy to hear from him I sure hope he comes down to HB again.
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[29 Jul 2003|11:41am] |
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last night around 1 me, derek, chris and paul were going to this girl jessica's house and we were parked infront of her house while chris tried calling her to tell her that she needs to come outside...but she didn't pick up her stupid phone...
while chris was trying to call her we were sitting in the car as it starts to rain a little bit and we hear this HUGE rumbling noise so we freaked out then we saw the biggest thunder ever. and we started to scream cause we got scared and rolled up the windows and locked the car doors.
we drove around the neighborhood cause it was a creepy neighborhood and we wanted to scare ourselves more. we started to talk about how something would jump on the hood of the car and like when lightning hits we would see an alien infront of our window. so we got really freaked out and left. and drove home. I was scared shitless when I got home.
whew! :) <3 anyways but yeah it was such a fun night it was way too funny afterwards.
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8 ♥ fell in love
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| ye we be thugin fo lyfe. |
[29 Jul 2003|12:09am] |
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I <3 paul yay! we are so fucking hot. we be ballin. ;)
xoxo
annabell
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[28 Jul 2003|01:01pm] |
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kindoflikejesus: i hate being sick.
all neon llike: yeah it blows.
kindoflikejesus: it happens all the tiem too.
all neon llike: i get sick really easily too
kindoflikejesus: it sucks, i'ts probably because we're little.
all neon llike: HAHAHHAHA I LOVE YOU.
all neon llike: ahahhahaa
kindoflikejesus: ha ha ha. good.
what the fuck. I <3 devin. :)
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| this past weekend |
[27 Jul 2003|10:33am] |
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Justin came down again. :) yay! and he got to meet derek and john. derek and justin got along pretty well John didn't really hang out with us. but that's ok! :)
I've missed Justin while I didn't see him this week. I am so happy when he is with me. but I hate the goodbye's it seems like it will be really long until i see him :( I miss him already. <3
I havn't really hung out with derek, paul and chris until this weekend. I didn't see them for like a fucking month and it felt good to hang out with them again.
Bryce stayed saturday night too. yay! he is my new best friend. <3 :)
I honestly <3 all my friends to death.
me and caitlin had a stupid fucking argument at derek's house on friday and she decided to leave we havn't talked since but I know we will cause she is still my best friend and I still do love her to death no matter what. but the reason why we got into a fight was really stupid. like it's REALLY stupid.
I am home now and ready to catch up on sleep. <3 :x:o: <3
amour,
annabell pae
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[24 Jul 2003|12:59am] |
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- Caitlin D came over and we hung out until Nolan and Devin came over and got us.
- We drove around for a little and then we went to Derek's house and john and paul were there.
- Nick showed up with Carissa. Nikole and Hayley showed up as well.
- we went to del to get food and then we rented spun and it's a good fucking movie.
- john, nick, paul and derek went to go water balloon at disneyland.
- rest of us met up with people at del and did our thang...
- they all wanted to go swimming and I didn't feel like it so I came home.
ended tonight with a phone call from Justin <3
this friday will hopefully be tons of fun. I can't wait. yay! :x:o:
goodnight everyone <3 hearts and kisses baby <3
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[22 Jul 2003|11:22am] |
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i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Annabell Pae
2. single or taken: taken
3. sex: girl
4. bday: May 2
5. sign: taurus
6. siblings: older sister
7. hair color: too many colors
8. eye color: dark brown
9. shoe size: 6 i think
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: caitlin duffy/avery & derek
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes <3Justin<3
3. do you have a crush?: yes. =) <3Justin<3
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: the lab or south coast
2. any tattoos or piercings: my ears are pierced
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no not really.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene pro V
3. what are you most scared of?: gnomes, spiders, ostriches.
5. who is the last person that called you?: Justin
8. if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?: to be beautiful
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: pink and black
2. food: I have too many
3. boys names: I dunno.
4. girls names: penelope & bella
5. subjects in school: school fucking sucks
6. animals: turtle
7. sports: no.
8. soda/drink: sprite and water
9. doll owned: don't know
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
2. smoked?: yes
3. bungee jumped?: nope
4. made yourself throw up?: yes
5. skinny dipping?: yeah
6: ever been in love?: =(
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes =D
8. fallen for your best friend?: yeah
9. done something you regret?: fuck yes.
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out? yeah
5. gold or silver?: silver
6. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: bad boys 2
7. favorite cartoon?: kim possible
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: didn't eat breakfast
9. who would you hate to be locked in a room with?: meh
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: justin
11. could you live without your computer?: nope
18. what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: they both hurt
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[21 Jul 2003|01:43pm] |
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FUCK YES. I LOVE CAITLIN AVERY shakeitwithme
she burned me the soundtrack for 28 days later.
aww man. I am so happy right now.
THANKS CUNTLIN.
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| Nick!! |
[21 Jul 2003|11:31am] |
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everyone add my friend Nick he has a livejournal morelikeasong
he is a babe for sure <3
but if you break his heart or hurt him in anyway I will fucking kill you. k thnx.
<3.
belle
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| i need sleep right now |
[21 Jul 2003|01:37am] |
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I fucking need sleep I either sleep way too late or I don't sleep at all. fucking shit.
Justin came down here and we hung out for a little and then we went to Downey to his friend Kate's house. we hung out there for a while. I decided to come home tonight so I am about to sleep in a second. <3 goodnight
<3 nick you will get a better girl that will treat the way you deserved to be treated :) xo
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[19 Jul 2003|07:08am] |
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I will update later about last night but all I have to say is
I have a bf now and he is the fucking hottest guy in town.
justin + me = <3 hottest couple in the universe :)
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REGGIE AND THE FULL EFFECT
is tonight!!
you guys are all fucking jealous!! ;) <3
this weekend has got to be fun. :) I am so stoked.
<3 I get to finally see *him* <3
love,
annabelle pae
call me tonight if u wanna fucking party. :)
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| we rule the school |
[17 Jul 2003|01:06pm] |
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devin I am glad you're back. don't ever leave me again <3 hugs and kisses sweetheart!
last night: we met up with ryan, cody, dustin, darren and them all and then we went to del to hang out for a little.
kevin's van was there and he gave me a copy of his car key a long time ago so we decided to re park his car and watch his reaction when he comes outside to get into his car it was funny stuff. he took my key away :(
after that we went to derek's house cause he had a few people over for his birthday. and we hung out there. people left and me, catherine, holly, paul and chris stayed the night there.
woke up this morning at 11ish. went to jamba juice with holly catherine and paul and bagel me. and came home.
[+] this weekend is going to be fun. <3 I so can't wait eeek!!
*heart*
annabelle pae
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